What is I playing soccer for?

I have been very worried for the last few weeks.
Because I am thinking of doing my best to play soccer. But it doesn't play.
The leader is angry every day. However, I write down what I was told to look at and correct the play of various players.
But that is not enough. In addition to doing my best, take a break and look around and do my best until the off-season begins.
I can do it!!